neohackerjdWhen my station isn't in a radio silence and doing really Recon passively and connect my wire or buy 5G or Wi-Fi it will have access to my personally trained large language model, convolutional neural network, with several additional modules and an agent all locally run behind multiple firewalls with multiple other defense strategies.
So my rogue station my rogue Recon station Monroe ground station my rogue my hobbyist radio frequency station my hobbyist ham radio station I just pure interest in RF will be able to remotely connect to my own specially trained finally capable large language model combined with cig torch and sick 53 and everything filed with the FCC and the EC.... What if I have two different automatic mounts one for a telescope one that I made for an antenna bundle so VHF UHF gigahertz Laura omnidirectional goes along with a couple different kinds of cameras. ..
I have helium canisters to fill up with their own to take my antennas up high for Wi-Fi or 4G painted blue with a brown blue white cable very light should mix in nice heat resistant lossless line but plenty of left I don't want to get it too hard to throw the trees I'm already going to be 15 m to 3,000 mean with both white and Alpine Gilly and Murray's water a small wind turbine rolled out solar panels I could use a few things and they should fund me... I have 30 years 20 for 20 years of top top top level private international law transactional work have traveled in the most dangerous places in the world in a recreational diving instructor and a technical diver at the elite level I finished in the top 25% of men worldwide in my forties in the CrossFit open while diving technically three times a day and I'm Dove on World War II racks from the Java to Sri Lanka. I found one that had been lost and not found so their families now know I stayed extra with a couple of guys we were looking it was a tender and most of you guys made it off the I was the first purpose of aircraft care most of them made it off because they were nine miles offshore of the Sri Lanka but they were on the other side of the office and nobody was able to visit this wreck not to mention the depth because not even the Navies of most countries dive to the depths we do thanks to a Swiss researcher who blew up goats in the hyperbaric chamber we still use his tables as soon as the US Navy. Plan your Dive Dive your plan or use send me or send me in closed circuit readers with their pain because you have to deal with all those like scrubber pellets and it's just not much fun for me then you have to rely on these oxygen sensors which are notoriously bad that they put three of them in there.
I learned about one of one of them one maker cuz I took around mine rescue class in Colorado I've been a firefighter I've been a criminal prosecutor I've been a paramedic I'm still a BLS instructor a primary and secondary care instructor I'm done medical research and I'm a lawyer and I have been using electrical engineering and RF engineering because it's just fascinating and now I'm super interested in using the large language models they just made open source and hugging Facebook cuz now they have a bunch of combinations where they've made them better and I want to add sigtorch and Sig53.(I had some more than that)! to Minstral 8c7bil and the Orca mix by the bloke. And everything that's public and been filed to the FCC and the EC and my countries if they're available publicly every country is different on transparency but all the transparency I can get going in along with the instructions and best practices Kicad 7, all of the instruction manuals for fpga programming all of the instruction manuals and guides for all the major chipsets components and otherwise and every philosopher from Socrates to the copyrights run out and Gutenberg diary Library Optical model cuz I want to use infrared I want to use low light I want to use passive reader so TV stations did your broadcasting stations the rain falling down on us from above all of it and then an angle of arrival detector on top you put three of these and wire them to where you are far away with lossless people and if you had a row of these oh man.... I like document to onboard many different things but starting off with\ Jetson Orions I have an idea for authentication also for boards themselves to make them completely tamper-resistant any physical problem opening anything will dump concepts of secure Storage render device unusable and you can call me at the authentication device with another one with a retinol Optical and fingerprint scan you can only buy them in pairs you can only connect them together or to other machines with cables with chip DNA ID chips from microchip I have already thought this through I'm worried about plumbers electricians in third world countries are I'm sorry economies and transition who built the places about USB sticks Austin the parking lot one guy in the smoking area in the United States working for a credit union took a hundred bucks to plug a USB stick into a port in his own computer fishing all of it one commercial satellite company has a whole range up to 16 U with all kinds of different types of thrusters UHF VHF, S KU, C and it's a plug and play bus for everybod. Has anybody bothered to care about what they're going to plug into these things and have any of these things going to be really really there should be a chain evidence for every I see put into any bird that flies from when it was made where it wass made how many hands it's passed through who's touched it seem like the software bill of materials and I'll repeat again ethical hackers Whitehead hackers independent security researchers and academics are good guys on the good side so they should report like the Tetra guys did simultaneously with the Nationals and with the company and the Nationals should help them make sure they get there reward or their publishing or whatever should be a two-way relationship with them because there are other people are using these things so the Nationals need to know and an inverse they should treat them with respect and not the rest of the airport like they did that guy without looking on LinkedIn I was the last five grand by the way and it's a repeating pattern and I'm a former criminal prosecutor twice I've been an Assistant Attorney General working both state and federal issues and then I was on a joint state federal task force half my salary was paid by ice ATF DEA and basically Homeland Security and the FBI. Officially I was paid by the state of Montana but they paid for half my salary my job was a sensitive one and they were happy that I was from outside and was only a temporary I got threatened a couple times by people on their way in but they don't have enough gray matter even think about finding me.
I learned how to do this in the meantime because it's what I do when I'm not recovering from severe complex post-traumatic stress disorder because this is my healthy mechanism to distract me and it takes something this complicated or like diving in a hundred meters inside of a World War II ship when that doesn't too I'm in nowhere near there right now so I was top 25% of CrossFit in 2013 and I got attacked of all places Geneva Switzerland I saw them the day before so they came at me for sure having coffee on the same bench where I had coffee every morning and I'm traveling all over the world and never had a problem except one place so I never would have expected in this particular place the most Chic place in Geneva 20 security cameras 200 people they interviewed three people from the same family who couldn't have seen cuz they're too many people on the sidewalk three Eastern Europeans two of whom were brothers either paternal or really identical or just dressed the same one had the jacket of a sports team one had the trainer pants on tall Nike MMA experts they tried to break my neck from behind first and I went to my knees and stood up and a triangle in 30 seconds they hold the gunshots as a former prosecutor I would have charged them with attempted murder on the way out just for good measure they gave me a kick in the pelvis which put a nice perfect point of the foot crease in my cartilage of him to have a full head transplant I've had five surgeries now and I need one more and maybe another tortured twice cuz I have heated and was required almost assassinated twice because the nurse tried to get me in the hospital and then my guards like searched everybody and I wouldn't pee in the bed so they made like they wouldn't let him touch me unplug myself walked in the bathroom to be went back put myself back in drooling blood all the way..........
Aldam Pluto SDR
Rtl-sdr V4
Hack RF One x 2
GPS disaplined clocks
Raspberry Pi 4 X2
Mirror 4 TB HD
MicroATX Dell 18V ddr4 i7 upgrade / m2.ssd upgrade m, 1tb SSD sata.
Netgear internal LaN (for radio silence - passive RF recon)
Helium cartridges and durable blue and white Ballons with long lossless high temp antenna wire for 100+ m distance or more with a 5w power amp.
Tripod mountable elevation UHF / VHF yagis horizonal arrow shafts, center L patch and X and C band dish and a GEOS QHF Helix.Lkra :,Team-1.1v OLED+ GPS (replacement ghf qhf Helix from a weather balloon sawed off it's circuit board - wow more than accuracy difference!) Those I think they even put wood on this one patch antenna is a garbage snap on a qhf with an SMA wow! Compared to the girls high definition omnidirectional is tiny)
I'm going to use two levels within that box I have a larger one but I don't it has a handle which might be cool cuz I could put more batteries in it and for some reason it's already wired with ethernet and mains but it's pretty big and I kind of want to keep it tight so I can carry a backpack and be good with my camping gear and a tent and I even have white or Alpine Gilly! 3000 Max (1500 m nearby).
Wifi with beam forming and and external directional antenna - connected to an internal land but with a power switch so that all of these emitting radio devices can be turned on or off selectively including cellular service. A balloon with small helium cartridges very durable colored blue and white with a brown string as well as a tripod but the balloon would be for cellular or Wi-Fi and would be kind of cool even Lora (if it's used for community disaster emergency relief it could form the basis of a mesh Network because I've loaded a dual mirrored hard drive inside with wikipedia, feel Medical surgical out of print no copyright instructions on a former paramedic (ACLS) I'm a BLS instructor and AES instructor and oxygen instructor at technical diver and I publish medical research.
One possible is safe for connect to my home network which I'm not enabled with the gear necessary to install Mintral 8x7bil - Orca (the bloke should be credited for emerging orca and I'm going to merge us some pre-trained models based on sigtorch and sig53), I'm also going to load in an amazing amount of other things that are very relevant and my model which will be for my personal use because I actually owned the textbooks but I have an enormous amount of textbooks on electrical engineering on RF engineering on satellite satellite signals three volumes on electronic warfare and signals intelligence).
And you haven't telescope with a computerized controlled now show which I could merge into my computer cuz I am putting an ATX computer in this cyber deck but won't use it unless I have an additional power bank and a wind turbine and quite a few solar panel s) I was even thinking of bringing along a small turbine to put in streams or a river that I can just anchor in and have it spin.
I do have the converters you can see for solar panels and for battery recharging battery management but I'm thinking also maybe getting a better one and an inverter to go back but I'm not sure I even need it. I'm including two prototyping boards which will be below and ip6 like hatch I want pop-up side covers and either a pullover ring cover that I can stake out to make it into a small tense or just a weather shield. All external connectors will be ip6 and the internal caps will be covered with aluminum as I line the entire case in aluminum and all the way up to the flaps where I then can just take a piece of tape and run around the outside for when it's not in use.. I'm going to have a grounding that's going to be into the bottom of the case that then comes out the bottom and I'll be able to screw on a stake so it'll be properly grounded.
Each compartment inside will also be shielded so there's no crosstalk or experience electronic interference between the different components transformers converters etc and then I'm going to I've already like been picking through an E-Waste bin and I have permission to pick through and I've been collecting heat dissipators I've got two sweet 12 volt Apple ducted Fans that I'm going to blow over a nice bunch of heat pipes coming from each section which will have aluminum blocks and ip6 screws on the end pointing down with screens and then Chamois which actually takes water and water vapor out of the air. I mean I could use those pellets but they get old and you got to throw them away and this is what like all the Canadian Bush pilots usually pour their gasoline through it.
But yeah I'm going to have a seriously but quiet these are really silent fans that pull them out of two old broken full desktop Apple Max one with a if anybody needs some main board for a new one or a main board for a Intel version I have some and other spare parts and the transformers are really nice I bet you they're super clean but I'm snagging the speakers?.
But I'll probably cut down and flatten some of that really nice aluminum and turn those into heat blocks and attach pipes to them to bleed the heat off to some fins that I've been collecting and I'm just going to pop air through that thing and have the air intake and air exit through a bend pointing down so that it doesn't I can't intake water through the a screen and then the shammy to remove water vapor.
I'm using an ATX power supply from a really bad HP that said it was a gaming PC but this thing doesn't have enough power to the only thing that was good in that PC was a 2080 which now it says the 2060 can anybody explain that?
It's not would not be the first time that I have been scammed by this particular chain of stores they modified some old Nokia's that aren't supposed to be able to take the version of Windows that they loaded on them and I found chips that had been breached and covers that had been reached and then the covers put on very carefully with tape.
I bought three I took mine apart and the pieces are in my mom's like bookshelf at home cuz they're just ridiculous and I had my children through this away.
So I can go completely radio silent I have a directional wideband it's really small I have a wide brand scanner antenna which I can take apart into pieces I can't take apart the qhf weather antenna but it'll fit in my backpack right next to my tent. Preferably I'd like to have an e-bike with the trailer but yeah I can still carry that my case and a battery along with all of the solar panels flexible solar panels rolled up and it disassembled when turbine and a small water turbine. I have a water purifier and missing MREs I'll be good to go for a week or two high up in the mountains in a naturally shielded no caldera so I still have the horizon awesome weather and very low humidity during the summer.
I should be able to track lots of videos several meters polars equatirrials and GEOS and that's for the Pluto and a half hour half more local I have to ones a quarterback so that I'm coming handy for certain things and ones just a plane hack RF which will be internal and hooked to one of the pies directly I have a new lock filters for FM and I have a plane shortly radio with an untouchable single wire antenna so I can have a full wave antenna either trying to cross the ground under an inverted V.
If I'm in a safe place I can offer data to my home network which will have my very personal special local only with my data that I have bought and paid copyright for as well as an enormous amount of Open Source materials like the instructions to crack at 7:00 the instructions to python instructions to everything basically and any creative Commons everything related to the subject matter and then a philosopher so all the philosophers from Plato or from he wrote for Socrates so from Socrates to copyright kicks in....
So I can use that via web browser on it it'll offer you fast here but I might not get really fast results but I'll either be on the backbone connection from my national provider or I'll have a Cellular connection running 4G into my router.
Beautiful thing about this is that the trans Alps nuclear Towers they build them out of concrete supposed to withstand nuclear blast but I'm sure they have from underground now weed bored so many tunnels since World War II if you live here you know about them if you don't you know about them and if you don't you don't know about most of......
I'm at children live here and I'm a dual citizen so I'm just as much one of them cuz I'm protecting my children I've already bled for this country I'll bleed some more as an honor and privilege because they're helping me recover from severe complex post-traumatic stress disorder and I can never afford the treatment in America, would be bankrupt.
And I'm about to start some treatment and if it works it's being thought about in the US but it's already permitted here and if it works for me I'll be coming the loudest advocate for every member of the armed services especially every Jay sock service member who sells serious I know what you're going through and it's something I wouldn't wish on anybody except bad guys.
But this is helping me this is not healthy defense mechanism I'm learning and it distracts me and it works so if you're looking for something healthy other than your normal routine try learning something really hard and make it a challenge like learn how to train fine tune marriage your own open source large language models and convolutional neural networks!
And for all the young script kitties and I know that's a negative term but also ethical hackers who should probably drop that I know it's historically accurate and I know I agree with you I'm not disputing that at all because I was the first kid ever in my neighborhood to have a computer in my own phone line. I had four Daisy chained big huge fluffy coming over 65 Ford drives I think they were like 1541s hooked to my Commodore 64 and I ran my own BBS and then another student I was 10 and the student at the University was running one based on a 4 train and I was just meteorologist cuz I was really interested in that and I said you let me do that page and I was better than the newscasters! .
But us in the middle of your ass like Mid-South East is easy to predict management go is the same way everything's going to be comes down in ark or straight across or up from below.
I'm in Kentucky and I also spent a very large portion of my life in Montana and it various times have been a business lawyer most mother and twice have had a badge (Former Assistant Attorney General Criminal Division Kentucky) and a badge and gun (Deputy County attorney Criminal Division Montana!)
For all of you have skills in coding and electronic engineering and can figure out these exploits and you have that kind of mind for mathematics I had ADHD as a kid so I couldn't do math and then after my brain calm down math became beautiful for me so that I could but I can tell you from personal experience in the way that I grew up that is never worth it to take any amount of money for any of your intellectual brain work do the right thing to the ethical thing you'll get a great job you get paid for doing what you love you'll be honorable and you'll be saving people's lives and the retirements!)
Same for law enforcement you guys make sure that who you're walking on is not a bag you know is a good guy because you have heard you from the conferences arresting people who are legitimate ethical hackers or independent cybersecurity researchers or academics during the same and not always have you been very respectful and being a former one of you do your homework don't be lazy and don't put them through the hassle don't waste the time of the court or your own make sure you know it is who you're walking in on because in my case you could just looked on LinkedIn! You picked up his IP address, but it was right there that's exactly what his job was.....!!!!.
These guys I made a suggestion to the people who issue CVS they do a retrospective analysis of all the critical CVS that have been reported by and by whom by independent security researchers by academics but ethical hackers and there's a number of reasons people do it for the challenge, for the fun, just cuz they want to know how something works, for academic achievement, for career advancement, or for bug bounties which everybody should be offering along with a dual responsibility to report to the National cybersecurity infrastructure who will then help the ethical hacker or the independent security researcher or the academic because they'll not mark down that time and they'll see if you're really being right with them about the bounty payment and I'll make sure you that's faster and better firmware software everything!(
I'm doing this proof of concept because I think there's a major problem here going too fast get your stuff from too many places we don't got a bill of materials on chips we don't know evidence on chips who's had their hands on who who wired the ground station for service who's doing the plumbing who has any entry through that gate and their social engineering and dropped USB sticks dropped charging cables social and fishing the list goes on poorly patch firmware and then I saw on a commercial cubesat satellites website and it doesn't in addition to ccsds manuals AES was optional!! Optional AES really!!!
I plan on doing nothing without permission actively if I have permission sure but passive only and maybe there's a bouncy program out there I can get permission from the company to actively do a port scan those things are flying networks man and you don't need to touch them with anything but RF! ECC is not going to work it doesn't work against rohammer you Hammer that enough you got to get bit lips ibm-z mainframes check that out RAID 10 Ram which is amazing and it's encrypted the same time it's encrypted grade 10 Ram 10 terabytes per car every core can use it 1 through 4 L cashe.... And then there's four of these CPUs or guys in an drawer and if they don't have any there they can use a high speed Optical link to go to the next nearest drawer and use that again all the ram is encrypted RAID 10 Ram which means Rowammer is ineffective.
Not granted physical access to do like focused UV laser fault injection and stuff but doesn't mean you can't potentially do fault injection from the RF and it doesn't mean that the payloads universities are putting there in their just enough and perhaps somebody will be able to traverse a bus and work their way into the flight computer or the inertial wheels or by let's hope to God not a geo with enough propulsion to de-orbiit.
I would love to wake up every morning and go into this whole time with the team that I've picked from here from zth and from ESPN who are in every almost article from physics.org and they have pieces on all your birds DOD and everything else. I have a very low-key in the middle of nowhere nobody's ever going to find it shielded lab picked out and I just need investment and my expertise in my field was building teams and then playing with that team correctly like if somebody knew more than me yeah but then I would mail everything together into a workable solution illegal workable solution and there was a single time I failed. With one exception, others dropped the ball because a single human should never have been put in the position I was put in..... Two places are responsible your job not mine.
I did my job with excellence under extreme duress and that's a quote in front of $20 from around the world I had a criminal exception in my identity everybody got charged criminally except for me and my name was on every single question of paper because, oh my gosh doing the right thing hot wet wow from Kentucky doing the right thing I couldn't do anything else kidding me!!! And I can't even tell my children or my family and who are treating me like crap as I'm going through the most challenging time I left thanks where were you x 2 countries!
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4g Lte onboard a Pi
5G router
Possible to be rubbing silent (no Radio) or using WiFi, 4glte, or 5G)
A Pico Pi on a waeshare GPIO expansion boards, connected to router, and to a Arduino Mega microcontroller for auto tracking statalight via Gperdict and celestial object via SkyView catalog.
An Evil Crow version 2
LORAWAN running meshtastic, GPS board in the T-beam will feed position data to tracking device via the Pico Pi and a GPS turned QHF helix antenna which gives exponentially more accurate data than the onboard PCB or ceramic patch antennas.
A Accessoires kit will hold the various antenna.
A large QFH for weather satellites images made from copper pipe and sturdy 3D printed guides for the pipe which has 8 corner prices needing to be soldered ans a stand.
Custom casted high quality aluminum heat sinks will be placed throughout the different modules inside the case and heat transfer piping run to the exterior where an aluminum block will be installed and waterproof with attachments on the outside for detachable fins. It'll be a semi passive cooling system with the ability to force air across the fence if the temperature is too high.
An inducer and a hydrophone will be attachable to a to be constructed wireless modem using sound to communicate with underwater vehicles wirelessly the exact digital format to be determined as well as the frequencies after consultation with marine biologists to not disturb any marine life or marine mammals.
The ability to receive sonar from a underwater vehicle and to control that vehicle will be available on the deck the vehicle is yet to been built but a boat has been built in the interim.
I will be able to control my drone from the deck as I have a DJI mavic 2 Pro and the boat will be controlled by Wi-Fi and 4G LTE. It will have the sonar transponder magnometers above water visual and light are as well as lighting its own batteries and solar panels.
The boat can be tethered if I don't want to create any radar signature and wish to do signal intelligence and intelligence about the water..
And I'm wondering if it's possible to tether my DJI with a very lightweight so that I can have a bird's eye view without creating RF signatures.
The point of the deck was at first to track and work amateur radio satellites including the Oscar q100 so it has since evolved into being a signals security cyber research deck with the ability to collect and assess as many signals within the electromagnetic spectrum as possible identify those signals their location and their type.
In addition it could be used as an experimental rogue ground station and I'm exploring the possibility of joining in a research team out of University to explore this potential. I am a legal professional and I've been learning the international regulations laws and policy related to the electromagnetic spectrum use and communication between ground stations and satellites and certification and safety issues related to that as well as the security and cybersecurity potential for abuse, ex filtrations and or use in terrorism.
I also happen to be interested in Astro photography so my mouth will also be connected to all the astronomical database objects and it will have a camera mount for my very large professional full sensor Canon with a 600 mm lens and a two times adapter.
I'm still wanting to work for the University or an NGO or quasi mix I have a place and recruiting pool and the experience that you couldn't believe my project is moving forward I have required a 3D printer I have acquired a laser engraver a semi-cutter not as strong as I want but and I required the materials gear high speed router I'm going to use the Doctor and Kubernetes and use the main as a server master and tie in a 2080 and 950 with Cuda core!
Out of the erase I have salvaged everything I need for a high-speed router 110 po power of the internet HP commercial server Mart serve around to server mounted switch and I've ordered faster PCI cards for my two very good bars have three very good boards I have a really good board two very good words to one great GPU one pretty good GPU and one to do a little and then I even have a 1000 series GPU and I'll probably use that on something and I'm putting the eight I'm putting the AMD GPU in my second layer firewall not just the first in addition to other security procedures because I've got my ass hacked off once I was hit for a year straight was 0 days 24 hours a day 7 days a week from a non-needle country my former boss told my health practitioners they were using psychological warfare on me because he heard them tell him this was before anybody realized Cold War II was back on when Obama got smacked in the face. I've been hurrying about neo-stalinism since 2004. If he wants his 1999 December 31st address to the nation when he took over every word he said he lied he lied to the all the other all the characters as well I know so some of them even some of them did not and still have not but they face what happened to you Kardicofski or worse Boris who's the first to alert the world with a one-page and he took out in the international Herald Tribune yeah that was an accident! They took polonium into the UK and we know it came from a specific part of a reactor outside of Moscow and then he took Noah check in there almost killed the guy's daughter and kill the innocent bystander and how do we react how did you react when they kill the US citizen and nobody knows about cuz that was when her daughter Obama was trying to get in cozy and you suppressed it a Harvard Summa Cumme Laude graduate and you surprised it. What do you think they did to me because they disappeared them and I had a springing durable apostled durable power of attorney oops.... New York s n d y left me out of the public record for fear of my safety oops APCO worldwide couldn't represent my God but on your MK she was so pissed off the guy who investigated my crime scene for not helping me I heard her yelling at him and she wanted you and left a man out on the field and that's exactly where I am now as I recover six, three attempts,.two torture (surgeries so far) corruption falsified police reports that was three Eastern Europeans not in Ethiopian and really I'm 163 kilos and had been doing CrossFit I was in the top 25% in 2013 CrossFit Open) and I'm elite technical diver (IANTD and GUE) as well as a recreational instructor (PADI).
I love to have a CNC and I'm better laser car like 40 Watts or a CO2 would be nicer but I just can't I'm living on the very basics I'm barely eat enough every month and scrape together from E-Waste what I can and save everybody for everything I want. This computer that's allowing me to do the llm, convolutional girl what network, plus plus it was a Christmas present!
So I can just send Ryan would be much better than the power overhead from a ATX even a mini or a couple of raspberry pies are better even orange fries with the built-in into a coral accelerator a Kranen, Lime, much better optics like I have the design in my head for a mountable camouflage passive device that's better than what I've seen put out by Rafael!
And I saw a device that was put out by somebody and all it was was a Jetson Orion with military specification plugs!
My but imagine it's a three level 360° optics in different wavelengths with the ability to zoom with very high quality sensors and then different band antennas coming off of it and then on top and angle of arrival antenna as well as in for it you get three of these I'm putting far enough away from anybody and put them in the trees High positions running cable to the operator no EF no RF no RF at all zero and if you use it for red and then not visual one and if possible not at all because they're going to see it and have machine learning and lost every single Pixel as each frame changes. Wherever there should be a radio signal or a digital audio digital TV even the rain falling from the sky from the satellites or ever something doesn't reflect even correctly off weird strange anonymous that's something that's absorbing or it should stick out like a Christmas tree. Overlay that on top of a visual metallic projection along with all the like A visual representation of the actual radio signals and anywhere where they're hitting the corner moving bouncing absorbing and a picture with a leaf has moved.
Three of them say get triangulation.. and they would be cheap to build considering what you pay for everything else they would cost the amount of a single Patriot missile by a large amount and could probably save more money than one patriotism especially one that misses and I could put this together with a team from here in 6 months for pennies compared to what you pay that I just will never understand because now I do understand I understand I can teach myself everything I need to know about building my own LOL I've got a 16 GB Ram 4080 128 gigabytes of ddr5 6:40 5 m2 on board to terabyte hard drives in a raid configuration high speed switch anas Drive just to back up iterations and for data storage but not for the egg for what I'm actually processing or fine tuning a whole another computer plenty enough to download data sets from everywhere everything in the FCC and EC database.. I did the right thing when I had the option like the Ring of guys from philosophy school from class what would you do if you could put on a ring into anything and get away with it cuz I could have legally walked with every cent and didn't cuz he knew because I was from Kentucky and where I was raised been by whom that I would do the right thing and guess what yep I did and did everybody else try to not yet and I have to fight him yet did they ruin my reputation cuz they all got charged yet have I bled a lot do I hurt a lot but I still believe in democracy questionably but I believe in the free market unquestionably but I think there needs to be ethics brought in and the corporate veil shouldn't protect people for breaking along and I think that companies shouldn't be sued for not making the absolute apps most amount of profit possible and that's the legal situation now if they don't do even really unethical stuff to make as much as they can make they get sued that should stop.
So put me to work cuz I think not only do I deserve it and earned it and studied for it but now I've been learning so much because it's the only defense mechanism I have but I don't have the money to really afford it and I could put together the best team and I would dig into them cuz I'm investigator I will not get burned again.
Where they said trust is earned and I tried for 10 years to use my very big IQ to fix myself am I cute was wasted and I remember back to Einstein I said this yesterday to a professional I was very nervous about this time cuz it's working and then I thought about Einstein I said his definition of insanity is if you keep trying the same experiment over and over again expecting a different outcome that's inside but in my case every single one of the variables has changed so as a scientist and many other things I should actually expect a different outcome and they all say it will be a positive one and if I had a sweet job which I think 10 times over and my children will respect me again and that would be more important to me than any salary or any ego or any Prestige or anything cuz I did the right thing and they don't know and I can't tell them
Editors note: if you have to redact any of that and you know anybody that might apply to pass it on! Since I last for this I found out that I truly am I bring my stick or was the head on a stick and talk one or 2% but my EQ is wiped out and I'm slowly learning again from scratch severe is an understatement. But I have all of my intelligence back which and a photographic memory which just makes it really worse and I can't tell my family they don't understand so I'm all alone in the safest place in the world for me I don't know anybody I have to learn it at night which I already speak too but I need to learn another one out cuz I need to stay here for the time being I was even offered a job to teach in southern Ukraine law and you know how much I would want to do that at the moment I crossed the border a very seriously doubt there be anyone to tiughcgggg